Here we go...

So many months on and more updates and even more of the usual...

I just reread my old posts and I can't believe how much I relapse. Last time I complained about failing my diet, that is -exactly- what happened again. I'm in a vicious circle and I can't seem to get out. I constantly fail and complain over and over again.

So, before going into details. I'll give the summary to spare my future self the pain of reading through it all and finding out the exact same crap all over again.

- diet is a mess (AGAIN)
- started a new workout programme (AGAIN)
- passed all my exams except for 3 of the 4 Russian exams
- changed eyebrows!!

I am therefore once again unhappy and brooding.

I seem to be developing bulimia and of course that was never the plan. From my initial mind-set "I could NEVER develop an eating disorder" to actually having one. It's odd how these things evolve. Hid-away blogs really help shed light on these evolutions.

I started a new workout plan; How to Look Better Naked, a book written by some editor of Women's Health. It's an interesting workout plan that includes HIIT training. I haven't felt stiff in ages like I have with these workouts. The accompanying eating plan isn't adapted to my needs and I'm afraid following a rigid program + a tough eating programme (which will be rather expensive to follow anyway) will not be a solution for success.

But... on the other hand. If progress doesn't come fast enough because I'm not eating right, I won't stick with the training any way.

We will see in 12 weeks if I finally managed to achieve something... This little fail-trip can't go on forever, can it?

On a lighter note! I got my eyebrows changed! No more fady, reddish, oh-so-wrong lines for eyebrows. I will post photos as soon as they have healed.

I think this is enough for now. I have this very strange feeling I will be back here not too far in the future and I'm worried it is to report failure again. Anyhow, there is no success to be found in negative thoughts.

Talk soon!
Indra